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Now

This is my Now archive from when I kept my site on WordPress.

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November 13, 2024, 11:21PM

I’ve been working diligently on my Neocities site and uploaded the new layout/pages today. There is still a long way to go to get any of my sites where I need them to be. I recently started a new medication that helps with executive functioning so I’m hoping to see more activity on my sites going forward.

Listening to: News Podcasts about the political landscape Trump is inheriting

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September 25, 2024, 9:35pm

Just cleaning up some things and choosing new, more mobile friendly layout for the Notes area where I am slowly adding book quotes highlighted in the last 8 years or so. I really loved the previous theme except that the image was way too big and it took up the entire phone screen. You had to scroll down to see any text.

Listening to: Supernatural Season 1 Episode 22

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September 1, 2024, 4:00pm

I have been working on this site since 11am as if it is my job today. Zenny (my calico cat) is unhappy at the lack of attention! She wanted to spend the day sitting on the couch on my lap.

Listening to: a playlist of ambient instrumental post-hardcore

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August 7, 2024, 8:30pm

Sitting in the living room on the couch with Zenny loafed next to me. I’ve been editing things around the site as I redefine the purpose behind this. It originally started as a writing portfolio to reflect my professional experience, but I have more motivation to write about my life and experiences. (So now the site will cover both.)

Listening to: Deadpool 2. I’m rewatching a few of the movies tonight.

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June 15, 2024, ~2pm

Sitting in the living room on the couch while Zenny sleeps in the bedroom (it’s darker in there, there is less noise, and that room tends to be cooler than the living room). Making some improvements around the site that I’ve been neglecting for too long. Reflecting on what I want maxwrites to become now that I’ve achieved one of my primary career goals!

Listening to: Nothing, just the fan and the birds outside

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2/19/24

Listening to nothing, just the gentle hum of the computer and the creaky house

Reading/learning:
The Rise and Reign of the Mammals on audiobook though I don’t like the narrator’s voice so I might abandon it, which is unfortunate because it’s really interesting. It sounds like he’s shouting.
Automate the Boring Stuff with Python online. I started reading this because ChatGPT recommended it as an intro to python and programming so I can learn how to use genAI to help with things
How to be Multiple on ebook, learning all kinds of interesting and fucked up stuff about how the world thinks of twins

Loving lately:

1/10/24

Listening to You’re Reading in an 18th Century Library and It’s Raining Outside

Reading/learning:
Divergent Mind: Thriving in a World That Wasn’t Designed for You by Jenara Nerenberg
May I ask a Technical Question: Questions About Digital Reliability Each of Us Should Ask by Matt Hoff, Jeff Krinock

Loving lately:

9/9/23

enjoying the silence.

reading/learning:

loving lately:

5/21/23

watching:
⦁ bad horror
⦁ a discovery of witches

reading/learning:
⦁ shady characters: the secret life of punctuation, symbols, & other typographical marks by keith houston
⦁ the book of yokai: mysterious creatures of japanese folklore by michael dylan foster
⦁ responsive web design
⦁ morse code

loving lately:
⦁ my cat, zenny (it’s been a month!)
⦁ long walks to fun music
⦁ writing and rewriting all kinds of things

12/11/22

watching:
⦁ train cam videos/streaming from train cabs (example)
⦁ christmas movies

reading/learning:
⦁ the product is docs: writing technical documentation in a product development group by christopher gales
⦁ caste: the origins of our discontents by isabel wilkerson

loving lately:
⦁ reorganizing my home (moving furniture, getting rid of stuff, setting up areas to do the stuff i love)
⦁ implementing personal processes & systems that serve me better
⦁ being patient with myself and going at my own pace
⦁ having downtime/respecting the need for downtime – not beating myself up when i watch 3 hours of tiktok, for example
⦁ learning asl/getting consistent streaks on asl bloom & duolingo
⦁ the two little beeps some trains do (meep-meep like roadrunner!)

articles & other people’s words:
a debugging manifesto
I love this. I’m going to adapt this idea to troubleshooting and processing tickets and create a little quick guide for my team at work. Some of our team members seem to have it in mind that the purpose of a ticket is to resolve it ASAP. At face value I guess that’s true – you want to take care of the customer and reduce their frustrations – but in order to provide overall amazing continued support, you have to view each ticket as a story. You have to understand the context (how it’s supposed to behave, what went wrong, and the resources that helped you resolve it). This helps you to provide better (and sometimes faster) support in the future. Otherwise, each ticket tends to feel like an isolated event, and you have to start from scratch every time you go to resolve it.

11/12/22

netflix:
⦁ warrior nun – finished
⦁ midnight club
⦁ the bastard son of the devil himself
⦁ the imperfects
⦁ love is blind (new season) – finished

reading/learning:
⦁ purposeful documentation and writing for the web
⦁ racism in america

loving lately:
⦁ Finch app (self-care)
⦁ sweepy
⦁ taking walks no matter what the weather
⦁ level setting & restarting – focusing inward and creating new patterns
⦁ WRITING
⦁ doodling
⦁ seasonal decorating & reflection
⦁ existing outside of time (not paying attention to the clock)
⦁ mushrooms
⦁ downfall of bird app
⦁ narrowing my tools
⦁ new connection with myself
⦁ new connections with old friends
⦁ being happily single
⦁ burning candles for the ritual of putting them out

articles & other people’s words:
https://thisisimportant.net/posts/defining-my-career-values/
I am at a good place with my career (I think) with lots of experience under the belt, but there is a lack of focus. I feel like I’m facing every direction they need me to face to do the job, but not facing the direction I want to face to focus my career. I used this post and many of the suggestions to help begin the journey of defining my values, which will help me define my goals.

https://ungated.media/article/lowercase-magi
freewriting is a therapeutic activity for me. it’s like there’s a buildup of emotional sludge in my system, and freewriting helps me open a valve to clear it all out. with the words out of my head, i always feel lighter and better. and when i freewrite in lowercase, there’s not only more output, but it’s more real and honest.

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July 6, 2022
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